December 2010
24 posts
tears.
iʻm sitting here at 2:17 in the morning, unable to sleep.
i cannot stop crying & i have no idea what triggered this. i guess i didnʻt realize until just now how drastically everything in my life has changed since july ʻ09. i seriously lost every single one of my friends that i had. my life that i knew and loved vanished before my eyes. besides my family & a few select others, i really...
my heart hurts so much for all those “friends” iʻve had that have come & gone. i wish i wasnʻt so “stubborn” or whatever. i know itʻs entirely my fault for pushing everyone, everything away from me this past year & a half, however i just cannot help it. i never want to experience the kind of heart ache that i did back in ʻ09. i donʻt want to lose anyone close to me...